Inside My Mind

“The universe is a dark place. I’m trying to make it brighter before I die.” - Thane Krios (Mass Effect 2)

Petrichor: ramble ramble ramblr

I have never reblogged anything but I’ve haven’t been able to explain this uncomfortable feeling I’ve had for so long but you worded this so nicely …

eatasphalt:

Just a topic that I have to bring up. Every semester changes. The group of friends you hangout now can and most likely will be different the next semester and the semester after that. Not only is it because some people come and goes, but because each person’s lives changes.

I sit here thinking, why don’t I hangout with the group of people I did in freshmen year or last semester as much anymore? What I realized is that the environment has changed. I’m no longer in my dorms, so seeing friends or simply walking to their room isn’t as convenient anymore. Or living off campus, when a group of friends split up due to them graduating or simply them just interested in hanging out with other groups of people. Reflecting on the friends I hang out with, I noticed something. It’s not because I simply “lost interest” in hanging out with certain people. But more like, it is no longer convenient. What has now become convenient are friends I live with, friends I have classes with, friends with a similar major as me, friends in my fraternity, friends where our schedule coincidentally match with. Even having to “schedule” hangouts with friends have become a hassle. (some of you know this) By the end of the day, you just want to go home or to a certain someone. This semester I hardly got to “hangout”. I’m changing some bad habits because I’m scared for my career. But that’s another story. 

There’s just so much to maintain in life: school, social life, sleep, family, money, etc. When you focus on a certain one, another one tends to drop. Sigh. Sorry to all my friends I haven’t hung out with for awhile (old roommates, mo’s house, csa, HoL, old dorm friends, etc). I truly do miss our times together. 

Books to read

  • Hunger Games
  • The rest of the Ender’s Game series
  • Lots and lots of Star Wars novels

just as a reminder for myself =)

    @llamamon:
Did u try their float? There’s double the pineapple awesomeness!
llamamon:

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granted, being disneyland they like to jip you and not give you your monies worth, but its still orgasmic…

    @llamamon:

    Did u try their float? There’s double the pineapple awesomeness!

    llamamon:

    oh god…this shit really is bombtasticbomb.com

    granted, being disneyland they like to jip you and not give you your monies worth, but its still orgasmic…

    (Source: disneypixarmagic)

    I thought this was a pretty intense TED talk … never knew Captchas were so practical

    senaponin:

@colossalambition

Ran into Morgan at Michael’s. He got me a cookie as a gift for xmas :D. Pardon my shortness. Haha I’m 5’7 but I look so short here. I have to tippy toe to get a bit taller. LMAO.

    senaponin:

    @colossalambition

    Ran into Morgan at Michael’s. He got me a cookie as a gift for xmas :D. Pardon my shortness. Haha I’m 5’7 but I look so short here. I have to tippy toe to get a bit taller. LMAO.

    (Source: nmajadasp)

    Anonymous asked: i want to be like you. how do you do it.

    umm … I dunno lol. I don’t know which part of me you want to be like but I guess a very general overview of what I’ve been doing lately is figuring out what I want, how to get it (maybe not the most efficient or best way to get it), and then just going for it (main focus, I used to think about doing things and never going through with it). Another very generalized reason as to why I’m doing what I’m doing is because I want to be better. I haven’t figured out why or for what reason, but better is always good.

    Just as a warning though, I do have lots of things that I don’t have figured out yet though and there are a lot of things that I know I can improve. I have a hard time doing something well without dedicating a good majority of my efforts towards it so as of right now, I’m focusing on doing what I need to do (to graduate + get a job) and I’ll think about other things when I have time (or if I have to, after I’ve done what I need to get done)

    Anonymous asked: beer pong tonight?

    Oh dear god … I have no clue how long I’ve had this question in my inbox but if it was today … I have to study for finals … I’m sorry =(

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